top 26

1. Sexuality confuses me. Humans should have that ability to simply be. With that said I want a wife and husband. I am attracted to them both for varying reasons..
2. I love stealing food.
3. It saddens my soul when people pass one another and don’ talk though I do it myself.
4. While in Dc for two moths straight I had wet dreams every night.. sheets get expense penis get it together..
5.I l have problems with the behaviors of men and women. so I am sexist.
6. I think heterosexuals are the most vain insecure craziest motherfuckers on this planet.
7. I had a phobia of heart disease and would drain all of my food of grease by squeezing it with a napkin before eating it.
8. I love the sound high heels make on hollow ground. ( and no I don’t wear them).
9. I live my life as though people are watching me and pretend to ignore them.
10. I love to explore people not through them but the things they do and interact with. There is a character in the Bluest eye who does the same look it up.. Toni Morrision.
So when people move and leave things out on the side I rummage through it. People are fascinating.
11. I used to look behind my door at the end of each day to see if some one left a note letter of some sort.. hopefull romanticism
12. I am multifaceted in art because of my high sensitivity and emotionalism, people tend to forget males too are sensitive and because of that I tend to invest my emotional energies in things that don’t resist me . ( paint. Textile. Language. The like.)
13.I wanted to be a porn star though I am afraid of sex.. well not afraid but the niggas around me I don’t trust so yeah.
14. I for some reason thought I would be stung out on crack. ITS WHACK DON’T DO IT..
15. I talk to myself and my plants.
16. I love watching people.
17. I don’t wear draws unless it cold outside ( so that I don’t chaff that’s not cute)..
18. I want my first sexual experience to be with multiple people.
19. I don’t like liquid soap.
20. Im both gay and straight bisexual and asexual. I am confusing confusion.
21. I want my parents to have sex with one another before I get married or attempt to. ( they’re divorced).
22.I feel disconnected to many of the people I encounter.
23. I see things.
24. I love the smell of a freshly lite cigarette.
25. I blow my nose on old T shirts to save paper.
26. and I must learn to be self centered and stop worrying about the whole world. I want a brotha to ask me on a date. And then we have a three some with his girlfriend and then we eat air pooped Chesters pop corn and paint each other nude. Light incense stretch cook salmon and noodles. Bake some corn bread and go for a walk..